My poor husband was reminded again last night that I am emotional. I've had a busy couple weeks at work, and I have some deadlines coming up as well. My laundry mountain is nearing an all-time high. After a full day at school and an afternoon of typing up plans for a substitute while I'd be in a day-long meeting, I arrived home worn out.
I couldn't rest yet. I needed to cut out some sorting cards for my class the next day. This year, I've also been blessed with a helpful first block. Normally, they'd cut pieces for me, number them, and place them in ziploc bags for the rest of the day. Since I'd have a sub, though, I was going to do this step myself.
At that moment, G entered the house and declared he needed help with homework. G had to finish spelling. Spelling assignments are the same every week. He can definitely do this homework by himself, but he was having a needy moment. I just wanted to turn my brain off. I wanted to knit while watching my list of Bar Rescues.
Suddenly, I realized that my six piles of cut definitions and titles had gotten mixed up. Tears streamed down my face. I was barely hangin on.
Josh walked in and saw me crying. He asked what was wrong. I waved at the cards strewn on the table and sniffled, "They're all messed up!"
Josh is a good husband, and he really wanted to help me out. What came out of his mouth, though, was "How did they get messed up?"
That word choice was the last straw. The dining room table confetti was a metaphor for my life. Everything was messed up. I know that's irrational, but this emotional lady was losing it.
"I..sniff, sniff...don't...sniff...gasp...know! I sniff, sniff, can't answer those inhale, inhale, inhale, sob...questions! How does everything get messed up? Sob, sob."
Then Josh moved G to the dining room table to help him write sentences for five of his spelling words.
If we're honest, we've all had meltdowns like that, right? Once I sorted the cards, mixed each pile up, numbered them, and placed them in baggies, I realized how irrational Josh's wife was. However, the cry was good. I released the stress. Josh had a talk with the boys about "leaving Mama to herself" for the night. That's a lesson they'll need for life, too, right? I guess my point is that we all have the occasional meltdown. If we're lucky, we have great people to help us through them, and we a sense of humor about our meltdowns--come on--"I can't answer that question?" Ha, ha!
Saturday, April 2, 2016
About a year ago, Molar #19 got her crown. She wasn’t really bothering me, but the dentist was concerned at the quantity and age of the filling. After receiving the bill, I dubbed the tooth Her Majesty.
Apparently, Her Majesty was ready for a remodeled crown. On Saturday, the unceasing pain in #19 began. It was on Josh’s and my date night, and we were at Sushi King. The next morning, the pain was still there. I made a dentist appointment on Monday morning; I would be seen on Wednesday at 1:30.
That evening, I was leaving a message for the dentist and heading to Patient First. The pressure in the tooth was still present after four ibuprofen. Tuesday morning, I was making appointments for a root canal. The earliest appointment was APRIL 14. How, for the love of sanity, was I going to teach for two weeks perpetual pain in my tooth?
Luckily, one of my BFF’s texted me to keep calling around. I was getting a root canal on Wednesday at 1:30. Josh had driven me up to the appointment, 53 minutes away. He’d had to pull over once to let me vomit since the pain medication prescribed did not agree with my stomach.
The endodontist had to drill through the crown and clear out the nerves. During the clear-out, he discovered that the tooth had a abscess. I was directed to get antibiotics that day.
I learned a few things from the experience. First, Her Majesty is a lot like me: she needs people to work with her when something is on her last nerve. Also, Her Highness#19 is as indecisive as the rest of us. The bone under one tooth stem was decalcifying, trying to let the tooth out. The bone under the other tooth stem was re-calcifying, trying to wall off the tooth.
I also learned that it is possible to look forward to a root canal. The endodontist warned me that, like a splintered hand, there would still be pain after removal. I assured him that soreness was better than unending pressure.
Finally, I learned that even Her Majesty likes new things. She feels great with her her updated tiara. Now she'd better reign for a long time. If she evacuates, I'm going to be hopping mad.